*i use to love kan alot. *we both lived in palici for quite sometime. he'd moved from kibo because of the war with lii, zi, brezai, and skiir. *i had just recovered from my mom and dad splitting up and leaving me when i moved with my aunt and cousin. my aunt split up and cousin passed. i had no family left. so for years, i was left alone, painting on walls and papyrus paper and searching for books and education. i was brilliant some people said. but i never left drawing and painting. *one day when i was 9, kan knocked on the door. he was 14. he asked if i had any food and i said no, but he explained he was an orphan. and so was i. *so i let him in the house. *he got his own house soon, being 16, and me being 11. i was as smart at him at the time since no education was in kibo. we started studying the felinetale multiverse, and realized ink and errors' spots were not occupied. for years we acted and acted for it until we'd go to the airport and drop off into the multiverse. we saved money for the tickets and to get to tyjagck. *i would be ink and he would be error. *so, me speaking arabic and him speaking french, we taught eachother our languages until we could speak them fluently. and soon by the time he was 23 and i was 18 we had enough money and practice to go. *but he had feelings for me. *and so did i. *we never told eachother. *one night, the one before we went to the multiverse and became adopted into felinetale, he wondered if he'd give up to be the "dark" of the multiverse and become rivals with me. he started crying and leaning on my shoulder so.. *so i kissed him. *he told me he loved me and i never responded. *and as i feel asleep he clung onto me tightly knowing one day he'd kill me and everything i loved, and the artists created. my wife, my children, his children and his wife and the world he was graciously adopted into. *... *i never told him i loved him //song is trapdoor by twenty one pilots