So as no one of you have wondered- Where is Ushino?..I'm right here. I'm just suffering, trying to make the right words, holding my tears, trying to show the person i love i'm GAY...I just...Can't hold it...I've stopped making project so frequently....I've never thought...And i mean never...That..I'd be in this kind of state...And...I just...Can't...Can't explain the feeling...JaidenAnimations from YT - Also has this. REBELLIOUSANGEL51302 From WattPad - Clearly is suffering more. And many others that...That...Just..Don't feel like they're appreaciated...Like...All of my followers...Never even look at my projects anymore...I need 1-2 months off of projects...And i know you don't care. I have to man up/ women up or how you say it about girls. I honestly...Feel...Ignored on the internet...But...Loved in real life...And...I don't want to be hated in both places...
