AAAh Thank you thefunfuzzier!! I don't really know why I went throught the trouble of getting in trouble for this... It's already past the time when I should sleep. Meh. . ------- Dta and design: thefunfuzzier -w- Art: Mee -.- Music: The Classroom Bystander (also inspiration for background) - Wantarou
Bio :^D ----------------------- Name: Cortina? Gender: Female, but doesn't care. Sexuality: Aromantic/sexual. Personality: Loner, Always wears the 'mask', Quiet, Antisocial, Kind when forced to socialize, Depressed Story==-- Abused from home and just all out mistreated, Cortina had started to shame herself. She keeps secrets that she should tell others to herself, even about how she hurts herself. Everyday, she puts on the 'mask' and just smiles, and no one finds it. What were they? Those words? "Useless?" "Stupid?" Words spoken by those who she thought had loved her. She can no longer tell the difference between real compliments and just plain old sayings, so she doesn't take in any. (that is why she had no pupils) - - - - - - - - - I held breath and crouched down. My head throbbed and my vision blurred. Before I knew it, large breaths were filling my lungs. "Weakling. You can't even complete the task of a loser." The voice echoed in my head. I lowered my head and closed my eyes. "She's right. You really are useless." Tears welled up in my eyes, but failed to spill. - - - - - I looked in the mirror, adjusting my smile. 'You're always smiling'? I guess I'm doing pretty well.. A small chuckle left my mouth. 'Great smile'? Who knew fake happiness goes so far.. - -- -- -- I scratched and clawed at my skin, lines my nails left getting more and more clear to the eye. (Reason for the change between the purples) It hurt, of course, but it was what I needed. Stinging. It felt good. - - - - - Just when I thought the worst was over, I couldn't imagine it getting even worse. "You're 13 now! You should learn to live by yourself." Then the whole world was given out to me. 'I'm not ready...' I whimpered. But of course, I couldn't say that. I didn't. I only smiled. -~-~-~-~-~ :D I'm sad now.
