I feel like I'm unwelcome because in school I'm not allowed in any 'friend groups' and sometimes I just sit... alone. I feel like I'm unloved because my mum isn't the best person. She doesn't take any drugs, but she's sometimes very... cruel... I'm bullied for my body type being an hourglass, and when my friend hugged me she said she could feel my spine and ribs... My body's trying to starve itself, and when I say 'no' it makes me feel bad after eating anyway... Nobody's giving me support because I've not told anyone... I'm too scared to tell anybody anyway... I'm aching to say 'STOP. LEAVE ME ALONE! I'M NO DIFFERENT THAN YOU!' but I'm too scared... Sometimes I cry myself to sleep at night on schooldays because I'm in so much pain from food deprivation... People in school call me a freak because I'm EXTREMELY psychotic...
Orchestrated His Theme-King Mel Singing-Me ( This is just a little character I'll be using any time I vent )
