I am so sorry to bring this here but I did. also I am sorry for being inactive. I have been getting horribly depressed like I cry myself to sleep because somehow I convinced myself that no one cares that I am alone, my "friends" say that every word I say is a death note and they stay away and there is only one person who makes me feel normal and that person is leaving and now I am getting worse by the day. so please talk to me.