because you don't really love me do you? If you loved me you wouldn't have told me to kill myself love is unconditional not only when I please you so guess what I hate you too and those aren't as empty as the I love you's I'm just scared I need help I can't trust anyone and cry everytime someone says I love you they can say they really mean it, but how do I know? she said I love you but she didn't really mean it it became obvious the scars I made on my body don't help It's too much It's too much to not be able to eat anything i'm starving and I need help It's too much to be hated on for your sexuality, i'm only human I'm onl y h u m a n Why do you give me the inability to trust I can't eat, sleep, move, I can't do anything anymore I need help I can't live like this anymore.. But "you don't care about me emotionally or mentally, you just want me to do well in school and then not bug me" "I wish someone would stone you now" thanks for ruining my life mom