she'll never see this though, will she? since i changed accounts n' all. the timing is terrible but i don't actually care anymore but the sad thing is i dont want her back not because i hate her - all i feel is empty sadness, it's my fault anyway but because i know it'll happen again, this is the 2nd time and i'm cutting my pain short. saving myself from further stress...like an older friendship.
i'm trying to help myself, but i'm not used to saving myself but nobody else helps anymore, so i guess i have to do this alone. song is you wrote don't forget on your arm by flatsound
