Guys. I am like a loaded gun. I'm a bit unstable, and totally un-predictable. The reason I like online sites is because I can't hurt people. I can think about what I'm going to say before I say it. I can try and think rationally. And I do. Most of the time. So, here's where the song comes into play. I like a girl. Like, I like-like her. She's the most amazing thing I've ever met. But, the bad news is, she's gay. Like me. This may seem like a good thing, but it means if she turns me down, it isn't just because she's straight, it's because she doesn't like *me*. And it scares me. And, even if it did work out, I would ruin everything. "Oh, I'm gonna mess this up!" I sure as heck don't deserve her, and whenever I got close to her this past week, I got nervous. Chills, wanting to be closer to her... This is the biggest crush I've ever had on everything. "From the second that I was born it seems I had a loaded gun and then I shot shot shot a hole through everything I loved." That's just what I would do. I would end up shooting a hole through her heart.
art: Me Program: Gimp Song: Shots, by imagine dragons
