I went to camp last week. I just got back today. I got to meet new people and also saw familiar faces. Im completely honored to have been able to be in there lives. This year the camp changed me, I'm a little more open in that camp.. there basically like my family. Any way, i met these two lovely people.. and they both like me. The problem is, i don't know which one to pick. I mean, one already asked me out... ish-- and i said yeah, sorta on accident.. it was just one of those moments when you don't really think about what your doing. So i guess he's my boyfriend. BUT-- but the other guy asked me to the dance at camp.. and he's so sweet, and fragile, and funny, and adorable.. and he makes me wanna cry and laugh with him.. He wrote a little letter to me, as i did for him. I told him to keep living, and that everything is gonna be ok, and that i love him with all my heart. He told me to stay strong, and that if I'm ever hurt he would be sad.. and he said he loved me too.... and i rly wanna be with HIM but I'm already with SOMEONE ELSE. But the one I'm with has advantages too... we have A LOT in common.. we both play overwatch, and were literally the same person. But he gives me those vibes like he's gonna cheat on me.. and i don't wanna risk loosing him-- OR JAYLEN. .... i don't know what to do. i love them both. im so so so so lost. thing is, jaylen said i should do what ever makes me happy. he even said if i liked Kevin-which i do- then i can be with him.. he really does love me.. and i really do love him. I've never wanted to cry this hard since i lost the dearest thing i could ever loose, but i don't wanna say it. thanks for listening.. if you did.
credit: Song; RY X - Berlin Coding: @ravenpoolAJ Art: @ravenpoolAJ Character: Panini Im trying so hard to be happy rn but i can't.
