Yea im sorry- Ill explain sometime. anyways here: I do cry a lot and people ask why, i'd rather not say why, but if you are thinking about it PLEASE DON'T. I'm really sensitive, and this makes my crying and junk even worse. i really don't know how to explain, but i cry in the night when my mum goes to sleep, and ill just curl up and feel like im nothing. I mean, these people just see me and ignore me not even asking if im ok. I'm also trying to recover from.. a friendship thing so... I'm really trying to stay happy, but i can't. Only a few people do cheer me up, and if you see me irl being happy, im probably not, I do that a lot, just so i don't show it most of the time. I really need support but i'd rather not tell anyone why im feeling like this, Only my close friends. I have more friends online then i do irl. and people say that but they are joking. I'm not. I'm really hoping to find that someone to cheer me up and make me happy again. If you're my friend or not, i just wanna say ill support you if you are feeling down as well. Just comment on my profile or somewhere, and i'll chat with you as soon as i can. Thanks for reading (even though no one did) - Cinder.
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