I decided to post some more of these! These are slightly more recent, made a few months ago. The edge here is real I mean back when I made this I was in poor mental condition but then I found my holy savior, PMMM, and I was taking meds too so now I'm good yay I'm probably gonna share this on my main once I'm finished (I WILL be finishing this one at some point) Lyrics are something like "I don't want to be gone from this world unable to tell you how I feel" and it was supposed to relate to me worrying about my mortality/wanting to die but being too scared to and also not wanting to die without telling the good friend I had romantic feelings for that I loved her and whatever,, yeah......... a few months later I had a friend tell her and it just really sucked because she felt the same about me at some point but she already had a boyfriend and whatever... and now, even later, her boyfriend said that he wanted to "take a break" with their relationship??? So I don't know if they're still dating or anything but now my friend feels horrible and pretty much ignores the fact that I'm there for her and she has people that would do anything to be around her and,, i mean i love her a lot, no joke... we've been friends for a few years now but now we'll never see each other again since we're in different schools.... it really sucks. But I'm fine because I have other things that I love and won't break me as much as she did. Haha.... Love is painful, my friends. It is no sunshine and rainbows, it is just an undying pain. Sorry for the edge, again :''')
