Bacon and eggs become whiskey and cigarettes The bruises on my neck still haven’t healed No one can see my tears They would’ve evaporated off my red face anyways Who would notice such a simpleton at the bar I’ve faded into the crowd The booming sounds are what’s left for me A sense of hate and numbness is what’s left for me They say I don’t try But how can I try without a start I’ve reached the finish line but on the other side of the track My book of word jumbles won’t let go of those saddened memories Seems as if I’m at a crossroads Who I want to be What I desire Looks like I’ve chosen neither and fell into nothingness There’s a light But it’s only a millennia away I know I’ll make it I’ll have to wait till the end before I can It’s on the other side I say “You’re delusional,” they say I just wanna go home and sleep Sleep everything away and dream blank dreams Now you’re here Angered by the wait I want to scream Your loving embrace keeps me going Maybe it’s not the other side Maybe it’s now At last I’ve found it
An original written by moi
