It will get better. I promise. Its been the hardest thing I'm going through. It can only get better.. right? well, since your probably confused, here's the story. Blackmail. The worst thing you could get. I had a "friend" who I've known for a few months. He used to be best friends with another guy. That other guy told me not to trust him; that he would just ruin me. I should have listened. I said to the other guy that the "friend" was trustworthy. I was horribly wrong.
I was on the bus when it happened. The "friend" said hey, if were gonna be friends we have to trust each other. And he asked me who I liked. I didn't tell him. But just some how he found out. I don't have a clue how. He also knows I'm bi and a bunch of other secrets. And he told me all his secrets. Except they weren't secrets. They were all just lies. After the bus stopped he said, "Oh by the way, everything I just told you was a lie." And it turns out he did this with two of my other friends. This morning, after first period ended, my two friends came out and told me that the "friend" had writen down all of our secrets that we all want nobody to know. We have no idea were got a lot of it from; we didn't tell him everything. I asked him why, and his responce? "Oh, it makes me feel better." My friend grabbed the paper and tore it up into tiny papers. He said that she had made a huge mistake and if we did anthing wrong, he would tell the whole school. My other friend Hunter, https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/135733921/ (Ew its so old) said he would try his best to help but he also read the paper. But fortunetly it doesn;t matter to him that much. I'm trying so hard to keep myself together, but I'm honestly extremely scared. When I finnaly realised what he knew, I almost threw up. I almost started crying in science, but the only way to make me cry is to run over a dog. I hope this will end soon, and 0 support and 0 self esteem is not going to help me.. Sorry for such cancerous spelling, I'm shaking really bad right now..
