press the green flag.. song: die trying by MICHL you can listen to the full song here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UsAxyZK5zBg oc used: Théo
Having depression as well as anxiety is like a constant loop of wanting to talk to people and be around people and feel loved, and wanting everything and everyone to just go away, for everything to just stop....I HATE it....I constantly feel like I did something wrong, I want to be happy all the time, and I try to be happy, but there's something always screaming at me in the back of my mind saying "you don't deserve it" Maybe i'm just stressing out over the fact that i'm already failing classes...or maybe because it will soon be the anaversary of my grandmother's passing....either way....I feel like crap...i'm sorry for posting a vent...I shouldnt be bothering you all with such things...but..... I just needed to get this out....i feel absolutely horrid...
