Belief is a lie... Believing that things will get better after four years when its not... Believing that finally someone might listen after far to long when no one cares to hear... Believing that these voices in my head will leave me alone when they'll never go... Believing that something that will take all of this away when there is no such thing... Believing in something that isn't real puts my hopes up to much.... Until i'll be smacked down and my dreams of getting better and leading the life i want to live will be shattered...
art/coding - @thewolverinechaos I've been pretending i'm happy and okay for to long... Fake smiles and laughter to cover up the turmoil inside doesn't work... Their still there... The voices are still there... I keep replying to everyone whenever they ask me how i am "I'm fine thanks!" "I'm feeling really good!" "I'm great! How about you?" When inside i'm screaming to break free of the hell inside me... The monster inside is about to come out and attack... And i don't want to hurt anyone any further than I already have... But I've been hurt so much, everyday, every hour, every minute, every second that i'm used to it... They never stop yelling at me... They never pause... And they never will...
