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This past weekend has been hard for me. me and my parents got into a fight and I'm mad at them because they don't understand me and my thinking and how I act. I risked losing my D.C. trip and eight grade graduation dance dress/makeup, and I got caught and I don't care. I want my parents to take something big away for me. I feel like I'm just looking for attention or I just want to be punished for some reason. I made my mom upset because of this. she cried last night, but, I didn't care. I wanted her to feel what I've been feeling for a few years, failure. failing to do something, and accusing yourself because of it. it seems cruel for me to not care, but, I don't feel much of anything right now. I mainly feel anger and sadness, all remorse and love is gone, and the love I do have left is for my siblings, that's it.
