so if you've been following me since my second acc you'd know how last year I made a bunch of comments and projects about christmas however this year I haven't even mentioned it there are several reasons to why I haven't 1. I don't like christmas anymore 2. I'm scared about tomorrow 3. everybody just ignores me on christmas I'm going to skip 1 and go strait onto 2 which is what this vent is about so you may or may not know that I used to have 2 dogs and by used to 1 of them was put down not long ago and the fact that I've known him my entire life doesn't help this is going to be my first christmas without him so anyway a few days ago my mum said "you and your sister are going to have the best christmas present ever" I asked her if it was a Nintendo Switch and she said it's not which instantly lead me to believe it wouldn't be over time I kept asking her questions about it and here are a few things of what I've learned it moves it possibly makes noise it's small it's for me and my sis to share idk but I feel like it's going to be a replacement for my dog Titch which I think is stupid you shouldn't replace pets anyway so why am I scared about tomorrow? well that's because we're getting it tomorrow according to my mum ever since I've realised it's possibly a replacement like always I just faked my emotion so my parents wouldn't noticed something's wrong but this eventually lead to random crying in the night and me feeling worse about this and getting scared idk what to do when we get I just... idk... I'll probably fake emotion again but . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . I miss titch
