"When brother and sister stand shoulder to shoulder, who stands a chance against us ?" -unknown Me and my brother recently got into a pretty traumatic car accident, leaving us both scarred for life. He has a mild case of PTSD and I was left with numbness and random triggers. Before this happened me and my brother had gone through a lot together. I was always there for him during his darkest times, and he was always there during mine. I also managed to meet the first love of my life before this accident, he was my first boyfriend and my first kiss. But just recently, on Christmas day he had broken up with me because he felt that he was too damaged to love me and that he couldn't give me the time and attention I deserved. I would have cried, and I did for a short period of time, but the tears just didn't fall out when we talked face to face. Although my heart ached for him and for what he had gone through and the fact that he didn't tell me and he wouldn't let me help him my heart was too used to the pain to let me show emotion. It was as if my heart has literally turned to stone. But I still go on desperate to give the love I have to other people in any way I can. I don't mope, I don't grieve. I continue to be optimistic. I have had many other things happen to me throughout my life but I wont list all of them here because this post isn't just about me. Its about representing the appreciation and safety I feel with the bond between me and my big brother. He is a senior in high school, and I, a freshman. He will soon be leaving the house and I will be the only child left. I don't look forward to this because I will be left alone with my feelings, and wont have a mentor there for me like he was. But for now I will cherish this bond and I wont let it faint. I encourage all of those damaged artists out there to face their issues head on and do not hide them. To overcome them and to realize you're not alone in this world. Your problems are scars that you can show off to everyone else, making you a stronger individual.
Characters belong to me Program used : Fire alpaca Art belongs to me but I used some heavy referencing as well, but kept it to my style. Time taken : 2 days?
