wowowowowowowow happy valentine's day my dudes -------------------------------- a small animatic about a one-sided (i think?) crush that I had (have most likely but i'll never admit it) on a friend,, im never finishing it okay im sorry lol it's been pretty wild the past year and i honestly don't know what's happening anymore so......... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ --------------------------- bUT NEVERMIND ABOUT THAT, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY MY BROS, CHUMS, BUDDIES, BUDS, PALS, FRIENDS hope yall have a good day (even if you dont celebrate it) all i can say is to spend time doing things you like, whether it be spending time with people you love or loving yourself! take care of yourself and if no one loves you, I love you! ^^ <3 ART BY: moi DRAWN ON: scratch ALTERNATIVE ENDING: originally I planned for the red string for us to still be connected, except we just were facing away from each other than towards each other. however, I developed this "crush" [editors note: it was defs infatuation] on her after going through 2 heartbreaks within 3 months. when I found out she said something not so nice about me and ignored me, my heart just shattered even more. breaking off any forms of communciation with her because of what she supposedly said helped me heal, which is why you saw me cutting off the red string which connected us to sew my broken pieces back together. ya still here? fine BACKSTORY: i had known this girl since kindergarten, i believe. but then she left the following year. she came back to my school in fourth grade, and i was overjoyed. it was the best year of my life. last year, I found out I liked girls. then I developed a crush on said girl. beginning of last year, I was going through some pretty rough stuff. One day, my friend told me this other friend, who at the time, I had a developing crush on. They told me that she said that, "You should've abandoned her a long time ago." I had cried so much the past few months, and surprisingly I hadn't cried over this. I thought it could've been something but I was wrong. over the summer, I healed from what happened earlier that year. it was also a time for realization. we talked it out, and things got better. I unblocked her number for a little bit, gave her an apology (birthday) card, and now we're on sort of talking terms. i've accepted that she won't love me, and may never love me. and that's okay. UPDATE (3/13/19) Most of the stuff written above was really old, but now everything had changed. but now im thinking she was just messing with me but idk she knows my account so oh well update (2/14/2020): well apparently she knew this whole time, BUT HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO THIS. complete mess. also shout out to my friend and uhhh im sorry abt writing this fueled with my teen angst!!! thanks 4 watchin'
