UPDATE 21/01/18: I'm kinda in a bad place, so I set S.B free a week ago. I said Goodbye and that I would be back someday, and I don't think he fully realized what I was getting at. I don't know if I really will see him again when I get my life back on track or if I should permanently let him go. I love him, but he doesn't deserve the hassle I've been putting him through. You see, I cannot act "normal" around him. I can be myself around anybody except him. All I do is embarrass myself, cry, and upset my idol when I can't do a good job. Its frustrating. I can't cheer him up as easily as I can with others, when I try its "1 step forward, 2 steps back". Life places yet another obstacle in the way. Its too much pressure and I know it will come a point where I'll push him too far. Perhaps I have already. I don't know. He's the loveliest, most caring, fantastic guy I have ever known and he's never once got mad at me or hit me or... well, technically I offend myself that's not his fault but-- the point is I think its best I back away from my best friend for a while. I love him, too much probably, and I want the best for him. Forgive me please, I'm so sorry. UPDATE 27/12/17: Thank you everyone for the fanart so far! Much appreciated :D I love them so much, they're all super amazing. I was intending for this to be just for christmas, buuut I think I'll leave it without a time limit now. Possibly considering printing the fanart out and sending them to his house for his B-day, but unsure if I have enough to do that yet. PLEASE make one if you'd like too! I don't mind your art skills so he likely won't either, its the thought that counts and I'll be sure to credit you if you do. UPDATE: 11/11/17 And if you'd like, please redraw the character in the project. It's a christmas surprise for Special Buddy because he's an awesome sauce friend who I absolutely ADORE! :D He used to be cynical towards the internet but now he's starting to see how amazing you guys can be and it's changed his outlook quite a bit. I wanna push that further, I realized I get a lot of drawing of Kirbs for me... So, someday I'd like him to have an equal amount of attention as me. c:
