Okay first let me describe my friends then give you the situation: __________ Friend 1: Cheery/Inclusive/vague when it comes to feelings/"Goody two shoes" (Teachers pet)/Wanna be We were really close until this week. Friend 2: Understanding/ Quiet/ Takes a bit to warm up/Shy (bashful)/ Makes all calls awkward She and me vent and we have each others back till the end Friend 3: Bossy/ Loves to get her way/ Unpredictable Me and her have simalarish situations so I stick up for her Friend 4: Quiet/ Popular when it comes to texting and social stuff on her phone/ LOVES turtles/ Animal enthusiast/ Me and her get along and spam each other ________________________ Okay, so, at the beginning of the school year I made a little friend group of a few people 1,2,3 and 4 and we ended up calling it the true fam. We had tons of little inside jokes but there was also inside conflict. Friend one was always fighting with friend 3. One time I had to pull friend three off of friend 1 because she was hitting her. Friend 1 told about that to the teachers and friend 3 blamed both of us. She blamed me because I didn't stop her. She always gives me her side of the story which always makes me feel bad in the end. This went on for a while, then we had the retreat. So I think i was acting a little weird or depressed idk. Friend 1 and 3 pulled me aside and made me tell them about all my problems and what had been going on (I won't tell you that because it would get me banned) And I told them No! It will make you two upset and they said No! We promise we won't! I tell them a little and they gang up on me. They ditch me and ignore me after that. I warned them! Friend 2 gets mad because she understands me and later when they are looking for that little turtle they found earlier instead of talking to me when I'm trying to get them to understand and we say "Hey we're out of here we're done!" They don't come after us. They don't understand us. We try to rejoin them a little later and they leave us again keep walking off. Later we are able to rejoin them. They try to make me eat lunch even though I wasn't hungry they brought me food and everything. Friend 1 talks to me as we're walking down and she looks like she's going to cry. I know she cares deeply about me. She tells me every time something happens to me it breaks her heart. She tells me she would do anything for me and she loves me. She tells me it breaks her heart when I get upset and irrational. I tell her I care about her. I remember she told me a bit back that she would only ever tell her mom she loved her so that meant a lot coming from that kid. She tries to protect me from myself. A lot. But at that retreat her and friend 3 ganged up on me. I gave her a bit of a hard time later because now it was even more of a war because me and friend 2 were totally fighting against friend one and 3. Friend 4 was always neutral on this. I blew up friend 1s phone with texts and calls I wanted her to talk to me because I was freaking UPSET with her for ditching me and spiting in my face with fake words. Her mom calls my mom and discuss LIES that she told her mom which gets my phone taken away for LIFE. Now she's been ignoring me I said I was sorry and she said it's fine but shes killing me mentally ignoring me. Trying to get rid of me I think she hates me. Its been a war she's broken off from our group and gone back to her stupid wanna be group. One other friend says she's not gonna hang out with me anymore because of friend 3. Friend 4 doesn't talk to me much anymore. Friend 2 seems a little off and friend 3 is having trouble at home. Friend 1 is the best out of all of us yet hates me.
