My life: I always wake up tired. Don't talk. And then go to school. I put on my fake smile and act all stupid so I can make the people around me happy. I hurt them. I apologize. They judge me, yell at me, make me sad. I smile. I go home. There's my family. They care. They hug me, they smile, they break me. It's all over. I'm in my room. I think.... think.... think......In the end I cry. I think: I just can't make my friends see that I'm weak, I don't want to make them feel bad, even though what that is what they're doing to me...I think: I don't want to bring negative feelings in my family, that's why I take their critics, even though they're sometimes not right......I think: I don't want to take the blame for everything...But is there a point on not doing that? I THINK: I don't feel like I belong here...
