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[warning!! this is a very long rant. pls read if you'd like lol. at the end i rant about Idol Producer (pls support the show) <333] // soooo y'all it's been a while. i miss my scratch days. im not leaving officially but i decided to just make a quick little update rant thing about my life since i've been gone for a while. well 1) i've been SUPER busy. im so bad at not procrastinating. im not sleeping enough. i get distracted easily. 2) i've kinda been falling out of scratch, but every couple weeks i'll come back on and read some comments or stuff. i love having ARMYs talk to me and seeing the fandom growww <3 so with all the sad stuff out of the way: SOOO LET'S JUST APPRECIATE THE AMERICAN LOVE OUR BOYS ARE GETTING. THE RECOGNITION. THERE'S HONESTLY TOO MANY THINGS FOR ME TO COVER and i dont remember everything too well either. sorry my biases from all groups who's birthdays i missed. and if yall get this far, no im not just an ARMY. i love many other groups (hehe go to my "about me kpop edition :D) i probably have to update that. but so many groups have been wrecking me so hard. NCT. lets just stop. 18 members. hot. talented. beautiful. also i miss ex-exo members :( they're growing and doing very well tho. also. it hurt me so much about jonghyun he doesnt deserve this world, but better. we love him so much. he's done his best and we respect him and SHINee. i will FITE haters. so. yes. and now im just gonna skip STRAIGHT to the most exciting part. SO. IDOL PRODUCER. TELL ME Y'ALL HAVE HEARD OF IT. so basically for those who dont know, it's a chinese version of Produce 101 Season 2, but in China. Lay and Jackson and 2 girl idols who competed on PD 101 Season 1. It's an emotionally painful show. but i love it. i'll probably make another "post" about it. BUT YOU SHOULD WATCH IT. its really long tho. so far 4 episodes have come out. the 5th one has come out but not english subbed yet (my mandarin isn't too good rip). search up on facebook or youtube (same account): Idol Producer Subs. anyways. THESE BOYS ARE WORKING SO HARD. AND LAY IS SO STRICT BUT I LOVE HIM. ABOUT 1/3 OF THE 99 CONTESTANTS ARE GONNA GET ELIMINATED SOON IM SCREAMING. MY "BIASES" NEED TO STAY IN TOP 60 pls pls pls. so my not-in-order bias list from idol producer (top 10) is: 1. cai xukun - he's pretty cocky BUT I CANT BLAME THE MAN. HE'S GOOD AT E V E R Y T H I N G and has the visuals of a gOD 2. chen linong (aka NongNong - 3rd pic) - he's an aDORABLE squishy boy who everyone loves. so innocent omg. 3. li quanzhe (1st and 2nd pic) - HE'S AN ACTUAL HAMSTER BBY. so adorable. the duality.... i can't even. its painful. i love him. he's close to bottom 60 tho omg 4. JUSTIN - probably my bias. he reminds me of kang daniel. they were both on Produce 101 Season 2 tho. HES AN ADORABLE RAPPER. A BUNNY. GREAT DANCER. CUTE. AND VISUALS 5. zhu zhengting - he's a great vocalist. cute. him and justin are from the same company (Yuehua) he's really cute 6. fan CHENG CHENG - another great visual. also in Yuehua. he's superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr good at piano and very tall. 7. hu ZHIBANG - he's an actual child. smol. adorable. cuteeeee. he works so hard im so proud of him. ya wouldn't believe he's 20.. 8. xiao gui - he's an amazing rapper. so good at dancing. too good 9. qin fen - jackson knows him. jackson knows like everyone. he's really good looking and i love how dorky he is. 10. he dongdong (ik.. strange name) - in the 1st ep. he was just so funny i couldn't resist. he's a hard worker and climbing his way up. 11. (i had to) zhou yanchen - BEST SMILE. V I S U A L. good vocals SO thats just my top 11 but honestly im proud of all the trainees who are working hard. they all get my recognition and love. also my list is not who i want to be in the top 9 yet. but those are just my biases currently. pls watch it and give it your support. i'll probably make a "post" about idol producer haha. SORRY FOR THE LONG RANT.