this was what i wrote to my friend im sorry we haven't been able to talk recently. i've been really busy, we might be moving schools. i've just been really stressed. im sorry i just feel bad because i feel like when things happen that i should be there for you like a good friend but i'm not because i'm selfish. it's so annoying because i feel like nobody will like me for my flaws but at the same time i feel like you won't like me because i worry too much about my issues im sorry. i just needed to vent. you can ignore this if you want, i just wanted you to know how i feel anyways this is present why am i so broken? everything feels so heavy. i've been sore all day. i don't even mean physically, there's too many responsibilities and i can't carry it all. i didn't post this on my newer account because people seem to enjoy my bubbly, funny, f̶a̶k̶e̶ personality on there. i thought it would help to start fresh but i still can't fix myself.
