Oof. I owe you guys kinda an explanation. hey. I'm hardly ever going to be on. Se v e ral reaSons why. um. yeah. REASON ONE: DEPRESSION ***************** So, I suffer from depression. The type? Most likely something like MDD, or something like High functioning depression. My doctor didn't tell me what I had, just that I had depression.. It isn't fun, and it really messes me up. But it keeps me from doing a lot of things that I used to enjoy, like scratch. I used to love this site! I was dang near addicted! But, as my depression developed, I started to dislike it more and more. I found less...Tolerance, I guess. It's hard to explain. But moving on, depression isn't the only reason I'm hardly on scratch. REASON TWO: STRESS ***************** Yup, easy too guess. I'm a teenagers. I'm in several extra activities that have me up early, and at school sometimes really late. If I get less than a C, I can get kicked out of a class, and I just constantly beat myself down. Even though I have no obligations for scratch, I still feel like I should make better content, more worthwhile stuff, so I just pushed it aside. It messed with me. REASON THREE: OTHER HEALTH ISSUES ************************* Yep, more heath issues, all mental! I'm gender fluid. My gender identity flies from one gender to the other, and it really messes me up. i have constant anxiety,,
