Honestly.... I do feel this way... and to tell the truth, I wouldn't except the offer. The way I see it is, you may have messed up in life, but think, if you were to start over, at the point where you are now, you may have no memory, and when you start over, and you do change some of the things you've done in the past, think how that may change your future. You may end up never meeting your best friend ever, or going to a place you wanted to remember because you had some of your greatest memories there. A lot could happen. We should all be greatful for what we have. Instead of trying to change the past and accidently changing the future, try changing the present, what you're doing now, but that's if you even what to change who you are. Just think about it....