(yall should really listen to the whole song if you dont know it) ~ It's the very first breath when your head's been drowning underwater ~ @tob-y @ramenraven @ollyollyoxenfree ily all you are all so amazing and i cant even begin to express how greatful i am that you are in my life-- you are all so funny and amazing and supportive and i dont deserve you beautiful children hhhh-- ofc you all know about the issue with my mom and stuff but yall have always been so supportive and understanding and bhijkbnjf-- nothing will take me away from you guys i swear <33 ill find a way <33 look just never feel bad about yourselves because you are all so beautiful and amazing and hilarious and such good humans and youve helped me through such bad times and you are all amazing ilysm--- to ramen--- hhhh i cant believe ive only known you for a few months?? youre so relatable and funny and hearing your voice is one of the highlights of my year, probably even my life, and just-- youre so amazing and and supportive and you are so fun to talk to and you should punch morgan and olivia in the face or ill do it for you ihbjHUJVROG-- but seriously i hope everything clears up for you <33 its going to be okay-- you always make me smile and laugh, youre such an awesome person, never forget that !! youre such an awesome friend, im sure rem can second that, and i hope jordan fisher comes to your state lol <33 but seriously never stop being epic and funny because there arent many people in the world like that and you bring smiles to so many peoples faces and youre amazing and hh-- to kai--- gOd same thing here, i feel like ive known you longer?? i mean i know its been over a year but i feel like ive known you for 10, and just vfjvhbnrfijeb youre SO FUNNY and amazing and so supportive and honestly one of the best people ive met and will probably ever meet, and goddang, hitting someone in the face with a baseball bat is probably the best story ive ever heard HIjbkhespeciallybecausey oulaughedJKEGF but seriously youre so amazing and i want to tell you that every day and you think that youre not that much of a help to talk to but i find myself feeling better whenever i talk to you about these things?? also just talking normally-- i dont think ive smiled more then when ive talked to you-- i know youve been through a lot recently, and you have no idea how glad that i am that you got away from your mom oml-- but just always remember that im here for you and that you are worth it and amazing and just yeah-- <33 to andi--- yo fam wassup xd lol no but seriously youre SO FUNNY that its not humanly possible how do you do it om-- ive known you for a lot less time then ramen and kai but you still mean so much to me-- youre honestly the most relatable person ive ever met and so hecking amazing and beautiful and marvelous and youre such an awesome human being vfrnhbvjkrf i know youre going through a lot and you have been going through a lot but its going to be okay, alright? youre strong and you can get through anything, everyone is here to support you, forever and always <3 youre awesome and talented and ill always be here for you <3 hhhh ily all sm <33