I have found that sharing this with you all is helping me vent out my anger, grief, and regret so I am begging you, please don't hate on me for sharing multiple projects about my cat. He meant the world to me. I was his Mama and I raised his since he was about 2 weeks old. I fed him, bathed him, took care of him when he was sick, etc. I find it easier to write out my feelings rather than hold them in and suffer just to explode later. So, again sorry but please don't hate on me...