"With the beast inside, there's nowhere we can hide." ~ Imagine Dragons "Demons" + My life has recently been turned upside-down, and I feel really lost and I don't know what to do. This isn't a sympathy project, I just need somewhere safe to say that I never feel like I belong. My boyfriend (ex since 5/14/18) and I were really close and I was 100% happy, and then he started to ignore me and hurt my friends. The people that mean the most to me. I decided to end the relationship, but it still hurt really bad. It feels like I can't be myself anymore. I have my friends to back me up, but I'm scared that nobody will ever understand. I feel like I've hurt my ex as well, I never meant to. I never want to hurt anyone, and I'm terrified. I'm scared and confused, and don't know where to turn. +
