.. major vent. so, I came out to my mom and she told me I had to be open and never choice a sexuality... so i have to be pan.. and she said, word for word, 'if you had chosen to be trans, i would be very unhappy at your choice.' the problem is i am trans, ftm. .... so i need to pretend, everyday, even at school. at home i'm a pan girl at school i'm a sexuality-less girl.. in reality i'm a bi boy