This is mainly emulating my emotions. Like how I feel when I'm attacked for what I like. As someone with depression, I feel easily attacked. I'm often called ungreatful. It's hard to be greatful when you see everything from a flipped point of view. Everything is dark, like a void. You fall deeper and deeper, until someone drops a rope from above...a lot of the time, the rope never comes. You just sit there. Rotting.
