meet my demons that lurk under my bed and torment me at night
i mentally abuse myself into thinking no one loves or cares about me and that i'm just a terrible person to others because i'm inconsiderate of what they think and only want attention for myself and as a result i tell myself i'm better off dead but i can never bring myself to actually kms because it's against my religion and i literally cannot bring harm upon myself deliberately so i'm forever trapped in a hole of despair and self hate so that explains a crap ton sorry for being a terrible person
