Songs For Souls *Song 7* Song Title: I Guess That's Not How My Life Goes Inspiration: This was written about a theme that @CaitPlayzGames gave me Time taken to write: About 10 minutes Shoutouts - @CaitPlayzGames
I gave you the key and you threw it away, but you didn’t bury it. Instead you made a map of where you left it. And a couple months later, you dig it up and remind me that I’m not who I thought I was and I hate it. ‘Cause I thought I’d finally changed, thought I’d finally saved the day. Oh no. I guess that’s not how my life goes. Define friends. You and her are the opposite. Get a dictionary and look it up, ‘cause you’re obviously not smart enough. And all you guys are faking smiles at me. And all you guys are leaving me. At recess and in between, why you always breaking me? And I complain just like a normal person would do and you think I’m insane. But I’m just telling the truth. And then you act like your two year olds, you run off to the teacher and feed her your lies and she believes them. Oh, she believes them. And you dug up that key that I’d given you. And I trusted you. But I shouldn’t have. Oh, I shouldn’t have. ‘Cause I thought I’d finally changed, thought I’d finally saved the day. Oh no. I guess that’s not how my life goes. Oh, why can’t you believe me? Why you makin’ it the opposite of easy? Oh, please just believe me. ‘Cause I swear I’m telling the truth. Like I normally do… And then I run away ‘cause I deserve better. I deserve so much better. But then you suddenly want me back, you really want me to fall in your trap. Think I’m so gullible. Think I'm so vulnerable. Well, honey, I’m not. And I thought I’d finally changed, thought I’d finally saved the day. Oh no. I guess that’s not how my life goes. But I wish that you’d believe me. I wish that you’d see clearly. I wish that you would finally stop being fooled by my “friends”... and listen to my side of the story instead...