I've been listening to Bushes of Love by Bad Lip Reading over and over again! It's put me into this do-something-creative-or-useful mood but I can't quite come up with anything good. So enjoy some color and size changing illuminatis. :)
Rant below, you've been warned. If you know me IRL, I would not recommend reading. Gah, I hate my school so much! The work is so stressful and my parents don't give me enough time to finish. I also procrastinate a lot to begin with. I'm having issues with religion. I've been going to a Christian church all my life. I've always believed in God and Jesus and Adam and Eve. But now I'm struggling with that faith. I've never felt a connection with God. He's never spoken to me. I find myself asking "IS there a God?" and "Was Jesus REALLY the Christ?" It's not that I don't think Jesus didn't exist. He DID. There's proof. But is he the son of god? Could he really do miracles? Is there even a god? That's my thought process. I'm agnostic right now. But I still pray. I don't know how to describe it, but I don't want to talk to my parents about it because I have some issues with them. Not to mention my issues with sexuality and gender. Byeeee
