for whatever reason he couldn't use thehamilsquad so whatever -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- STUFF FROM JAMES: Press space and stuff. I'm not entirely sure if I'm okay, honestly
Credits: Google. Writing is me. Explanations: Let me sleep: Okay I'm always really tired and have minor insomnia so that's the literal meaning but also I'm really busy and stressed and over-scheduled and I just want to step back and take a breath because if I keep going on like this I'll go insane. Childhood lost: So, this one is more complicated. 4-My parents started getting worse 6-My brothers were born and my life took a nosedive as my mom got angrier all the time 9-I got into this "smart kids" center but that marked the end of my days playing outside after school, I had too much homework and work to do that. 10-I got really depressed and anxious and uh.... made bad decisions. I still make those bad decisions, but it's slightly better now. 10(second one)-My bus ran over a kid's leg and I still remember it vividly. This was during the height of my problems, so it seemed like the world was laughing in my face. 11-Parent problems again. Enough said. 12-A trusted adult betrayed me. More parent problems. I had a therapist. Even more parent problems. I lost my therapist. 13-I started getting worse with the mental crap again. Now(in order)- Parent problems, school stress, parent/anxiety problems, straight-up depression. 14-Heck I don't know. All the days: It's actually a poem about this story that I wrote, and it's from one character to another and I thought it was cute okie. If this was it: Probably not a poem. I don't know. Enough: Something.
