So recently i was "diagnosed" with moderate severe depression. It wasn't official, but i asked google what it means if i have these symptoms: -Loss of appetite -Easily angered -Anxious -Loss in interest of many hobbies -Always tired -Sometimes bursts out in tears for no reason -Thoughts that the world is better off without me -Constant thoughts of worry (one time i even worried i was putting stuff in the wrong garbage can) -Constantly sick -Insomnia -Thoughts of anger and doubt towards myself -Migraines -Vision blurring then clearing rapidly -Trouble focusing on reading/writing The majority of the links and answers had the word "depression" in it, so i searched "am i depressed?" and found a quiz by the mental health professional people. I took it, and it answered with "based on your answers, you appear to have moderate severe depression". i took a few more tests, and they all either said "moderate severe depression" or "severe depression". i can't really talk with ANYONE in my family, nor to my friends about this, so i really need some tips on what to do. i'm just an idiotic, insomniatic, anxious freak, so i'm not sure why anyone would want to help me. i'm not normal, i don't deserve to be here. everyone else is so kind and cool and nice while i'm just some idiotic freak with no money, a flu, and basically zero attendance.
