I haven't been feeling right lately. People have been getting on my nerves, and noone's helping me. I just contacted a councelor about the problem, so I hope it will be solved. I can't exacty say what is wrong with me, but It feels like I'm suffoctaing in mean comments about me and who I am, suffocating in my past, black darkness filling in all the gaps. I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm not there, Not a part of this world, and I feel like I'm drowning in my depression. Whenever I try and explain my feelings, my friends interupt me and say, "It's nothing you'll get over it. I can't. This is real. I can't deal with my feelings correctly, and I am so sick of not being able to. Every morning I feel sick, and tired becuase I can't sleep. I don't know what to do anymore. What is this? "What is this thing called life?" I often ask myself. What IS life?
Art by me, mental feelings by me, etc. The song is called 'cold'.
