Im sending this out to 7 people who were always my true friends. I love you all but yesterday I did something, I pretended to be this person named breeze. I was perfect, i loved it, but then people found out it was not me. So, who am i? im no one, im just me. Im not lilac, dusty or breeze. No, im me. I heard the truth of what people thought of me and it hurt so bad. I guess I begged to much for a chance and lost it. I think it’s best I leave, im only going to be talking to a couple people now, for months until im ready, ill still draw, I always will. Will I be fear and hated? Yes. Will I cry and night wishing I had been not done this. I thought I was perfect I thought I was good at it, but as a person I know says “you’re a human” Yes im human, but im not to myself. I’m someone else every day of my life. So who am i? im no one, heh.. no one at all. Just some kid who made to many mistakes, and you know what? That’s fine… I know my dog is proud of me… he watching from heaven and he is going to help me. Were going to change together, me and my messed up brain and his little angel wings. Demon and angel. And that’s fine… So whenever you see the girl named, dusty, lilac or even breeze, just say hello, because you never know what she is thinking. She’s a loner dog and she loves the adventure of it, yes it hurts, but isn’t there fun in that? So I’ll keep running, I’ll run until I have to stop, im not drowning anymore…. Im running in a felid from the shadows, but im faster, im going to fight until I find my home. I guess I thought, black wolf studios, silent paw studios, paradise prison, were my home. They never were, im my home. And that’s…just ok.
