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@Racoonkoon. I wanted to say that, whatever it is that you did, that is a mistake. But mistakes are not what you think they are. Mistakes are not to be dwelled upon. They are to be thought of as miricals. They are blessings. They are lessons to be learned. They are prayers that need to be prayed. They are blossoms blooming into flowers. Mistakes are something that should not be dicarded or dreaded. They should be learned from You should learn from what you did so as to fix it, do better in the future, or both. So just know, you are amazing. And you have given yourself the gift of mistakes.