it's funny how life seems to go for me nothing's my family's fault not everyone causes my pain but i,,,, i cause my emotional pain no, i don't plan on doing anything to injure myself i'm just not in a good place, that's all so,,, just forget about me. it'll make things easier on you if you do. just allow me to disappear. i know i don't matter here... so i'm kinda done trying to do anything worth noticing. my future dreams? really hard to hold onto them. i'm starting to believe i don't have much of a future. sorry. sorry for intruding in all of your lives. sorry for doing everything wrong in your eyes. i tried. i'm tired, guys. i'm just tired. and well, if the ST decides to ban me from scratch... maybe it's for the best, guys. maybe it means you won't ever hear from me again because you won't know where i've gone maybe i should continue to live in nonexistence...
