right now I'm very very very depressed because I won't be able to talk to my best friend irl anymore and I've known her over 2 years and I was just told last night and I'm listening to sad depressing nightcore music because its how I feel right now and it hurts very badly... I haven't seen her in a long while but we still talked... it feels like life hates me I've gone through my half dad that I called my real dad is gone because of a semi truck crash, my family friend has stage 4 cancer, I lost a family friend last month yes I know its only 3 things but I don't wanna list them all... I just wanna hide under my bed covers thinking hoping this is only a dream but I know its not... I'm out bye ...
