(Song by Halsey, art by me) This is a poem I wrote minutes after self harming. These were my thoughts, right in that moment. Please be good to yourself ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ everything is attacking me and i cant breathe with out a sob and i wish i could make it end and be happy and feel secure and leave it behind and be weightless forever i wish could just die and never feel and float forever in a void and feel peace nothing weighing down my broken soul my crushed heart, lying in an inky puddle of tears a million tons on my body weighing be down every second i can’t breathe i can’t breathe i can’t breathe let me die let me go please i dont know who i am what i want why am i here i am too sensitive a baby no one wants me no one needs me they put up with me because they have to because i am forcing myself on them because i am talking to them because they are my family they hate me they all do i dont matter if i hurt myself, it will be better if i hurt myself, i won’t cry if i hurt myself, i won’t be so sensitive and can’t i see how my tears are burning them from the inside out how they are lugging my broken heart like a million tons on their shoulders they shouldn’t have to do that why am i making them sad? i am selfish i need too much no one wants me i should die that way no one will be in pain and it will all go away go away go away oh god oh god pleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease no more pain no more pain no more no no sometimes i just want to die
