I CAN'T LIVE LIKE THIS. I CAN'T. HOW CAN I STOP THIS?! Help me.. please, help.. help me... I don't want to leave my room.
I'm not okay. I'm not fine. My parents can't help me. You can't help me. I wan't support. I can't have any. I wan't to talk. I can't I can't say anything. I want to hide. I can't, I can't. Is this, am I depressed? No. I can't be. I can't be. No one can help me. I'm trapped in this endless loop. This, it's scaring me. Can I be saved? No, never, never. I want to, I can't. I want my friends, they can't do anything. Everyone is blaming me, I want to stay in my bed. I'm too scared. Is that okay? I'm not okay. I'm not okay. I will never be okay. I would rather starve. I don't want to eat. I can't sleep. I don't want to. I don't want to. I don't wan't to. I don't need to. I won't sleep. I won't eat. I'll stay under the covers. I don't want to see anything. I'm crying, and I don't know why. I can't talk. All I can do is cry. Cry until I can't anymore. Cry until my eyes dry. Then cry some more.
