just needed to vent a lil <3 = = = = = = = = = = = = = = Mostly, you don't feel loved, you just act like you are. You always pretend you're happy and cover the sadness up with a smile, you think people are lying when they compliment you. You think the dead flowers are prettier then you are. You think of all of the bad things that could happen to you, and wish it would happen to you. Its not like anyone would care if you just went in a hole and passed. Everyone would be happier without you, you should just leave the planet, go go, leave. = = = = = = = = = = = = = = imagine telling yourself that, and dealing with that. I have to deal with it. now, don't get me wrong, I love my friends and family, I just don't believe them, like, 'you're so pretty' or 'you're so kind and sweet' I can't believe that. I panic if I have to explain something to someone, I feel sick if I have to show something to someone, I feel like I'm not good enough. Sometimes I just wanna explain my problems to someone, but no one will believe me, they'll think I'm talking gibberish. when I am not, I'm being serious. I'm sorry if you couldn't handle that, I'm not feeling too well <3 also ty @naturevios for blu, I love him a <33 (also @OzzieTown did code)
