yall ever get a crush and say the reason she'll never notice is that she's straight but then she comes out and you realize that the real reason she'll never notice you that your literally no one special? and then your close friend and her close friend are dating the two hang with her and her friends and you try and hang as well but your stutter is horrible and you cant carry a conversation? and she complains about something about her appearance and you want to comfort her but the only thought that enters your mind is "ur absolutely perfect to me" but you can't say that because your not out, nor are you close enough to know how to make her feel better so you just say "u look fine, u don't need to worry" but that's not even close to what you mean at all and it doesn't really even work that well. and even if she never likes me the way i do, im 100% fine just being her friend and doing what i can to make her happy because i just want to see her happy and everything inside hurts because she turns to talk to you in class sometimes and it's amazing because she's the funniest person when it comes to comedic timing and puns and yeah she's not the prettiest in the grade or most popular or the most talented at something but i just want to be around her and make her feel happy any way i can and jeez this is horrible content and its not what people have followed me to see im so sorry, something proper will come soon i promise also 3.0 is super hard to use and apparently i can't put my sprites i use to format my projects in my backpack anymore :/
