im, not that surprisingly depressed and have thoughts and even daydreams of my own d**th sometimes (tbh very often) and i know what it feels like to be partially mentally disabled and thinking you aren't good enough at all and i just have something to say about that.......... DO NOT CUT YOU SELF (i know it's *yourself* its ok) CUZ I CARE ABOUT Y'ALL AND YOU WORTH IT MY BOI OR GURL actually don't though it will hurt not only you but those around you who care and family even if you don't think that they care they do so stay alive and don't harm yourself thank you ~sofipanda