soo here is my story i have a...thing where i sometimes cant control myself and i want to hurt others and thats the reason this happend i texted my boyfriend and told him i wanted to breakup (i didnt rlly want to and was gonna tell him the truth when i was done) and that i had a crush on his best friend he didnt respond so i told him i was joking he didnt find the msg till the next day when he said that i wasnt funny he was about to kill himself before i told him i was joking i found out later on that he then chatted my best friend saying he was gonna end his life i didnt know this yet..after talking with him he didnt answer for days i left pleading msg i had a sickening feeling that he might have been dead i then talked to my friend and she told me what he said too her i was devastated he meant so much to me i cant just lose him!!! i thought to myself i began to cry this was all my fault.. i still have not heard from him or any of our friends i was rlly the only one he kept in touch with..i ofc will update you all when i hear from him..if i ever do
plz dont hate on me i get that its my fault if he does or did im also super sick and still has to go school so thats just FANTASTIC my parents dont no he might be..but even if they did they proably wouldnt care UPDATE: he is ok now he had just broke his leg and hadent been able to respond
