❝What is so wrong with me, that people have to leave so easily, without saying a word. Every friend I've had has left me to be on my own, they have gotten bored, I hope its not happening again, is it happening again?❞ yeah um, I've just had the feeling that my best friends are getting bored with me and trying to replace me, nothing much. Its not like I have a heart, its not like I'm not trying, I'm not crying almost everyday thinking about how people will talk so much crap about me when I'm not around. especially my best friends, I love them, I love them so much, but I feel like they don't give one single soul about me. which is fine, I don't feel worthless. I don't wanna die, I wanna talk, I wanna exist. Please give me another chance guys, I'm sorry for the toxic friendship I've given you, by living. (don't worry, its not my online friends, its just the irl ones)
