☞aint it lovely? ☞sorry I've been gone. Lots of things have been knocking me down recently. My tablet died and now my parents are pushing me to get an apple pencil when, in reality, another tablet would be more powerful and better for me right now. ☞"Oh the apple pencil is cheaper!" Yeah, by a whole $20 dollars. I'm lucky enough to be in a situation where that $20 doesn't matter, and plus they were like "if you want a $1,000+ then you can have it. And that really does sound bratty, but any tablet im even lightly interested in is almost always under $250. After all this support to get the device I want, it's really annoying to see them kinda just, do the opposite. And if money is actually the problem, then I have money saved up. I have cash that I can grab at any time to pay for it in full. The situation is way more complicated than that ^^^ but that's a brief overview ☞social dysphoria is kicking me b i g time Im not a very big fan of my gender rn, and I just want to be treated a little differently. Like, someone just using the first part of my name can do so much to help me feel better about myself and it's really annoying to have to resist the urge to take a knife and carve your chest up. ^^^^also way more complicated but this isn't a vent ☞this and a lot of other things are upsetting me rn, but I just wanted to let out a small thing saying that I'm super out of it and here's why. ☞ALSO!! I may do an art dump of my doodles from class. A lot of them are skulls and monsters and stuff like that. Maybe. I don't know, though. -dem
