~~ ty to @FrostyCrystal for being the best lil snowman ever <3333 ~~ i legit can't say how many times i ticked off the baddie word detector ahaha this is like my millionth time writing this s0RRY ;p; -- anyways i better explainio instead of just being like "0N hiATUS aGAiN" and mysteriously not appearin on birdy. -- You aight? Everything okay? What in the name of the holy schnitzel is wrong with you? Where have you been? all of these cringe answers that don't apply to any of you will be riGHT hERE. I tried to animate this but then realized i don't have this thing called motivation. a) nu not okay i'm a broken mess, but i'm workin on it full story (shortened and vague, rewritten multiple times): so turns out ive been depressed and a mess for a while now. i decided to ignore it and put on a mask everywhere. bAD cH0iCE, tAC01!1!!!!1 anyways, so i love sprinting, and am on a team. a few days ago, i was at practice for a big competition coming up. there was a pretty big accident. you never know how thankful you should be for something until you almost loose it. welp i won't be able to run in general for a few months. thats as far as i'll go about that i was really upset about this, and still am, honestly. sprinting is at the top of my values list, and now that i can't do that anymore... i isolated myself for a bit to think about all that jazz. anyways, thats when i realized that i'm a pretty awful broken mess :D but i could do something about that. so now i'm just adapting to this new 'life' (nah i'm working on it, i think i'll get a life soon enough) anyways, im basically really focused on self-improvement, mental, emotional, and spiritual health rn. finding a purpose and all, dealing with my depresso-ness and finding a balance in life. ye. so won't be on much, nor birdy, if i AM on, i'll be working on somefing. so that's where i've been and where i'll be. on the journey to find myself, truly. so going on hiatus for (i honestly have no idea how long, but pretty long i guess) be on every now and then. ye im getting better, actually, and this be guddo for me. so ty for everything..? so there's the answers about time? just found them out myself there go ahead and cringe ha credoritios: @DEEmanDEE for being so nice and supportive and all and not cringing intensely nor thinking im a disgraceful schnitzel (im a taco, aren't i?) music: battle scars - lupe fiasco & guy sebastian all 'art' by me, quality crap, isn't it==_<<<))]] '~' by the way: if you wanna be a moldy schnitzel and shame me in the comments for making you cringe so much, do so. i aint stopping you, am i? have a nice day at chili's :v ~ taco
